well..this is my 130th post for this blog...hahah...but then who's really counting?
got my upper ear pierced...finally...hahah...doesn't really hurt as much as it irritates...got it done on monday, which is damn clever of me, cause i was originally planning to go back to BDS on tuesday without my ear studs, and my bleached hair sprayed black...but NOOOO, i just HAD to go pierce my ear...then i couldn't get the fucking stud out...mum tried pulling til blood came out...-_-
so tuesday arrived...went to gavin's house 1st, and waited for kent to arrive...he changed to his uniform then we went on to dy's house...waited for dy and joe to get changed, then on to BDS...basically just sat around feeling sad for the sorry state of BDS NCC, greeted teachers and waited for the whole rehersal to end...after that, went to bedok camp with gavin, kent, sherman, dy, joe, alyssa and AUNTIE ZAKIAH (sorry capslock jammed...oh it's better now... =P)to grab some dinner...gavin and kent left 1st...then sherman...so dy and me waited with alyssa and AUNTIE ZAKIAH (dammit it happened again...wtf? it's better...again!! heheh...)for the bus, then walked to dy's house...met aldie outside then went in...dy went to bathe, then we left for tampines central...which is actually different from tampines interchange...i just found out recently...wahahha...sorry, i'm just a small town boy from bedok...bought $5 you-know-whats illeagly, then sat at eliza's bf's restaurant and chilled...helped dy a bit with his EL homework, then left for home...
yesterday...slept til evening...hahah...after that went to tanah merah to meet melvin...while waiting for dy, some guy approached me and offered to buy a stick from me...i declined the cash and gave him 1 anyway...then mel asked for 1 and i asked him for money...wahahah...i swear i'm a bastard to the worst extent...then yet another guy approached us(do i have a HI-I'm-friendly-sticker pasted on me somewhere?) and tried to shove his bible down our throats...like, i'm sitting there with bleached hair, 2 piercings and smoking...do i REALLY look like the kinda guy you wanna bring to your church? sorry man, i've done my time with christianity...maybe 1 day i'll repent for all my wrongdoings, but for now, i'm still a happy sinner...anyway while that guy was talking, dy arrived...so once he finished we headed to simpang...finally tried the western food there...not really fantastic, but it's alright...expensive though...headed home for a chatting session...then fell asleep after a while...
...and woke up at 3...lay in bed staring at the ceiling til 430, then gave up on a good night's sleep and started gaming...too much on my mind i guess...hahah...hmm...somehow i kinda miss school...i dunno why...when i had school i hated it like nobody's business but now i sort of wish i still had school...which goes to show that people usually don't appreciate what they have til it's gone...like yet another part of my adolescent years faded away...going to be 18 in about 8 months time...technically legal but then the only thing i haven't done is drive...i've already bought cigarettes, alchohol and gone clubbing...what's left? sometimes i kinda feel that singapore's fast-paced lifestyle is really going to be our downfall...i used to be so into punk-rock, gigs and jamming, but now i'm not even in the scene anymore...all because the lure of clubbing has approached...and the only reason why i wanna go clubbing is cause if i don't enjoy it now, then when? 3 years more and i'll be 21...working life is gonna start...how in the hell am i going to be able to go out and enjoy myself on a regular basis? no sit-back-and-relax, try sit-down-and-work...i think if my parents can afford it, as soon as i'm done with NS, i'm gonna disappear off to another country for further studies...go there and enjoy the laid back lifestyle for a couple of years before i havta return here and to reality...
ah well...gonna try to get a bit more rest and get back to my usual semi-cheerful self after all this depressing shit...
cheers
Mitchell. 19-going-on-20, was once the world's biggest moron. Likes sports, especially rugby, soccer and basketball. Also pool, but some people don't consider that a sport. Hates studying, not academically inclined. RP. Rugger. Slave to fate, just like everybody else in the world. That's it. I think.
Sometimes, love is like making a tackle in rugby.
You might tackle your opponent, but if you go in half-heartedly, you could hurt yourself, or your opponent.
If you don't give her all your heart, don't expect her to give you all her heart.
But if you never go in at all, you can't just expect the person to fall straight into your arms.
If you never tell her, how will she ever know?
So the best way is to always go in hard.
Maybe the only way to ever succeed in love is to always give it your everything.
But sometimes you go in hard and miss anyway.
So don't expect it to always work out.
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