so i just updated my blog's song...it's now Blue And Yellow - The Used...meaningful song, especially if you know all the lyrics...
tomorrow is my EL O level oral...if i'm lucky i won't fuck it up too badly...
just started on my CL(B) syllabus...don't seem too hard...may be actually able to scrape a pass out of it...actually aiming for a merit, but i'll still be happy with a pass...
went down to bishan with gavin to get my 'upgrade' for my artefact...hopefully will be able to add it on and edit the folio in time...
to izyana - no drama cause this is my life...sometimes its full of shit and sometimes it's ok...
to zakiah - sorry i never see you...must be going blind in my old age...=P
getting a bit sick of some 'family' issues...can only trust 6/9...that's 2/3 of the whole...have no idea when and what fucked it all up so badly but frankly, right now i don't really give a shit...just have to live and learn i guess...
been thinking a lot about my future and what i'll do when i grow up...and realised that as i type this, i AM growing up...in 1 year's time, i'll be 18...old enough to drive, buy cigarettes, alchohol and whatnot...society will see me as being able to judge myself and keep my conduct in check...and just 4 years after that, i'll be 21...an adult...fully grown up, and supposedly ready to take on the world...and i'm wondering to myself, am i ready for all this shit?
i am physically, mentally and emotionally tired...
and a small, pathetic part of me still misses her...don't even know why...
but whatever...life still drags on...
cheers
Mitchell. 19-going-on-20, was once the world's biggest moron. Likes sports, especially rugby, soccer and basketball. Also pool, but some people don't consider that a sport. Hates studying, not academically inclined. RP. Rugger. Slave to fate, just like everybody else in the world. That's it. I think.
Sometimes, love is like making a tackle in rugby.
You might tackle your opponent, but if you go in half-heartedly, you could hurt yourself, or your opponent.
If you don't give her all your heart, don't expect her to give you all her heart.
But if you never go in at all, you can't just expect the person to fall straight into your arms.
If you never tell her, how will she ever know?
So the best way is to always go in hard.
Maybe the only way to ever succeed in love is to always give it your everything.
But sometimes you go in hard and miss anyway.
So don't expect it to always work out.
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