hmm...been thinking about some stuff alot...so i'll just blog it all down, and see if it makes me feel better...
it strikes me as wierd as to how some people can just meet you for a couple of times, and already feel enough at ease to be themselves with you, and not put up a facade of their true selves...and also how some prople whom you've known for years can suddenly change their entire attitudes towards you...sometimes for better, sometimes for worse...
also, how some people can value friendship so much that they put up with whatever shit is thrown at them...i once thought someone wasn't really worth mixing with, cause i felt that he would never really amount to much...but he felt it was worth trying to be my friend, cause i guess he saw something he liked in me...so i guess i must have treated him quite badly last time, til i saw him for what he really was...now he's a friend whom i can count on to be there for me, anytime, anyplace...and i do feel a sense of regret for my past behavior...
i guess life is too short and unpredictable to really have a set plan...so for now, i'll just try to be content with what i have...count my fortunes, instead of misfortunes...try and be good at what i can be good at...a good son, friend, brother, student, chairman, leader...perhaps in time, a good boyfriend, husband, father...
so now i have kinda blogged out what's bothering me...and i guess i do feel a bit better...haha...maybe 117 in the morning isn't really the best time to be thinking of all this stuff...
cheers
Mitchell. 19-going-on-20, was once the world's biggest moron. Likes sports, especially rugby, soccer and basketball. Also pool, but some people don't consider that a sport. Hates studying, not academically inclined. RP. Rugger. Slave to fate, just like everybody else in the world. That's it. I think.
Sometimes, love is like making a tackle in rugby.
You might tackle your opponent, but if you go in half-heartedly, you could hurt yourself, or your opponent.
If you don't give her all your heart, don't expect her to give you all her heart.
But if you never go in at all, you can't just expect the person to fall straight into your arms.
If you never tell her, how will she ever know?
So the best way is to always go in hard.
Maybe the only way to ever succeed in love is to always give it your everything.
But sometimes you go in hard and miss anyway.
So don't expect it to always work out.
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