had a NCC bbq on friday...long day...after school went to syaharryzam's(toon) house to get the food and stuff...met sulaiman(man) and azmeer(ban) there...took cab down to ECP, and met gavin(bb), joe and daiyu, and started to set up the pit...a couple of mishaps here and there, but overall it went well...by 5, the cadets started to arrive...played rugby with sulaiman, daiyu, khai, adib, azim, audi and azmeer...lol...a couple of injuries here and there...lucky me, only got minor abrasion on my right foot...saw some BDSians here and there, most of them were there for yu zhen's(sp?) birthday...at around 7, our invited guests arrived...zakiah, ros, rimiko, lichin, shamyn and alyssa...they stayed a while, then left...after that, kiang tuck(galah) arrived...stayed at the pit til 1030...then sean goh left...so we waited for shaik(ghandi) to arrive...then me, bb, galah, man and ghandi went to play pool...played til 230, then went back to the pit...stayed up til 4+, then ghandi went home...then i slept...
next morning, went toilet with bb and toon...saw 1 area of the beach near mac cordoned off by the police...then saw a body at the beach...after that, went back to the pit...man went to work...and bb, ban and toon went to my house...slept til 6+, then went for dinner at alfiah...after that, went to 121 to lepak...til 1230, then went back...stayed up til 4+ again...then went down to 7-11...came home again at 5...slept...
woke up at 3+ today...mum ordered mac for us...then we went down...walked man and toon to the bus stop, then went for dinner at my aunt's place...now back here, blogging...
i now realise i don't really like going to ECP...cause i know she goes there sometimes...and no matter how hard i try not to, there's always a small part of me that hopes to see her there...and when i don't, i just can't help but feel a bit disappointed...wanted to invite her...but...thought about it...and realised it was probably better not to...
and also...i kinda wish sometimes people would stop thinking of themselves so much...do my wishes and dreams mean any less than their's?
now just hoping something will come along and let me relieve my frustrations on it...cause i don't want to explode at the wrong place, at the wrong time...
cheers
Mitchell. 19-going-on-20, was once the world's biggest moron. Likes sports, especially rugby, soccer and basketball. Also pool, but some people don't consider that a sport. Hates studying, not academically inclined. RP. Rugger. Slave to fate, just like everybody else in the world. That's it. I think.
Sometimes, love is like making a tackle in rugby.
You might tackle your opponent, but if you go in half-heartedly, you could hurt yourself, or your opponent.
If you don't give her all your heart, don't expect her to give you all her heart.
But if you never go in at all, you can't just expect the person to fall straight into your arms.
If you never tell her, how will she ever know?
So the best way is to always go in hard.
Maybe the only way to ever succeed in love is to always give it your everything.
But sometimes you go in hard and miss anyway.
So don't expect it to always work out.
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