had a sad night...woke up damn early today...like before 5...but just sat on my bed and stoned...busy contemplating if i should go to school or just act like i'm sick...in the end, dragged myself out of bed, took a shower, got changed, packed my stuff, then left the house...almost missed 14b...reached school...put on my 'plastic' face...smiled to the world, like i'm actually happy, and just slacked the whole day through...during chinese class, the teacher patted my back in a really gay manner, so as soon as he turned his back, i started to brush off the area...then kiang tuck try and act like some fucking model student, scold me for being disrespectful...i fucked him off...haha...u have GOT to be joking...dumb fucker...at least i was AWAKE through the lesson...the mask slipped a little when i was talking to shannon about the 7s, but i don't think he noticed, so that's good i guess...he's my best friend and all, but i just don't really feel like talking to anyone about this...D&T was the same old shit...O level standard theory doesn't really seem that far from N level theory...should be able to keep up...hopefully i can get top in class again, so i can get merlinda to shut the fuck up about my D&T...basically, that's it...dunno why, but i suddenly feel like talking to evonne...
saw her at recess...waved...no smile...haiz...hope she'll cheer up soon...
Mitchell. 19-going-on-20, was once the world's biggest moron. Likes sports, especially rugby, soccer and basketball. Also pool, but some people don't consider that a sport. Hates studying, not academically inclined. RP. Rugger. Slave to fate, just like everybody else in the world. That's it. I think.
Sometimes, love is like making a tackle in rugby.
You might tackle your opponent, but if you go in half-heartedly, you could hurt yourself, or your opponent.
If you don't give her all your heart, don't expect her to give you all her heart.
But if you never go in at all, you can't just expect the person to fall straight into your arms.
If you never tell her, how will she ever know?
So the best way is to always go in hard.
Maybe the only way to ever succeed in love is to always give it your everything.
But sometimes you go in hard and miss anyway.
So don't expect it to always work out.
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