maths paper today...found it kinda ok...but knowing my luck, i probably left a pencil mark somewhere, thereby causing myself to lose 10 marks...=/...haha...it happens leh...pri 5 got 99/100 for final year english paper...1 mark disappeared cause of a missing fullstop...haha...k lah...today morning have mass run...roskhaidar cb again...really dunno what's his problem...male menopause izzit? the only nice PE teachers left are mr majid and ms lim...then mr low absent today...mrs djie said it's cause his eyes swollen...she said cause he mark our papers til very late...so mr tay subsituted for him...gave us a talk in class...he asked us to seperate into 2 sides...as a result, i sat next to joanna...just talked rubbish abit...haha...then...after everything, went home...outside school have tai ji again...this week almost everyday have tai ji...exam stress ar? wahaha...morons...a bit a bit only wana start fight...if you don't use your brains then wana go school for what? make friends ar? use friendster lah...don't need school fees leh...
k alh...the final part...about HER...dunno why i never mention her by name here...am i shy? haha...nah...i dunno why...maybe don't wanna embarass anyone? hmm...well...she has powers...she can make me happy...but she can make me sad too...fortuantely, she makes me happy more than she makes me sad...haha...it's been...a year? well...around there...i have liked her for a year...haha...can't say i 'love' her...i can't explain what love is...so don't wanna anyhow say...hmm...been through an emotional roller-coaster with her...have experienced missing her to the core, to not missing her at all...seen her happy, seen her sad...and through it all, i guess i still care for her a lot...sure...i know we have almost no chance of ever being together...but just try telling my heart that...tried to forget her over the holidays...tried to bury myself in work...tried to harden my heart to her...but...as soon as she smsed me that day...bang...all the feelings returned full force...just like that...1 1/2 months of hard work all gone with 1 message...perhaps i'm a coward, but i just can't let go of my feelings for her...sure, there are prettier girls...but no 1 just seems so 'perfect'...i know...she has told me...no 1 is perfect...but she just seems that way to me...no 1 can make my heart beat faster with her mere prescense...she's my muse...have written songs about her...so many times i have tried to compose a punk-rock or emocore song...but wound up writing a love song about her instead...her emotions affect me too...i get so upset when she's sad...and if she just asks me how my day was, i can't help but feel special...i know i'm just another friend to her...but a smile from her can light up my entire day...just like that...ok lah...shall write no further...just to that special person...hope you know who you are...study hard ok? i miss you...
cheers
BDS OOOOOOO!!!
Mitchell. 19-going-on-20, was once the world's biggest moron. Likes sports, especially rugby, soccer and basketball. Also pool, but some people don't consider that a sport. Hates studying, not academically inclined. RP. Rugger. Slave to fate, just like everybody else in the world. That's it. I think.
Sometimes, love is like making a tackle in rugby.
You might tackle your opponent, but if you go in half-heartedly, you could hurt yourself, or your opponent.
If you don't give her all your heart, don't expect her to give you all her heart.
But if you never go in at all, you can't just expect the person to fall straight into your arms.
If you never tell her, how will she ever know?
So the best way is to always go in hard.
Maybe the only way to ever succeed in love is to always give it your everything.
But sometimes you go in hard and miss anyway.
So don't expect it to always work out.
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