had training today...woke up damn early...felt like shit...bad cough and all...managed to drag myself to mac to meet the rest...as usual i was 1 of the 1st...even though i reached later than the supposed meeting time...say meet by 7 and reach yjc at 8, end up waiting for everyone til 9 and reaching yjc at 10...saw gavin as we were on the way to the mrt station...going to hq again...fuyooo...that's why i don't wanna be a CLT...it's like so stressful...well...we'll see how it goes and all...trained for awhile...then apek sprained his wrist...fuck...bad luck...think he'll be out on monday...leaving us with only 2 experienced flankers to go up against greenridge...hope we'll make it...then after training, went to yishun interchange...took 854 all the way back...then went to simpang bedok to eat...sat there and talked cock with peng for about an hour...laughed till stomach ache...then went back...now icing myself, and waiting for the 6 nations match between scotland and italy to start...hope it inspires me to play better on monday...
hmmm...i had a dream...that she went stead with her darling, but kept it from me...it made me kinda sad...stupid right? getting sad over a dream...well...i dunno...don't wanna dwell on things i can't change...at least, not today...
while at mac this morning, i heard Green Day's 'Boulevard Of Broken Dreams'...the song kinda stuck in my head...i just read the lyrics...it seems really meaningful to me, so i'll post it here...
"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"
Green Day
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I walk alone
I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...
Mitchell. 19-going-on-20, was once the world's biggest moron. Likes sports, especially rugby, soccer and basketball. Also pool, but some people don't consider that a sport. Hates studying, not academically inclined. RP. Rugger. Slave to fate, just like everybody else in the world. That's it. I think.
Sometimes, love is like making a tackle in rugby.
You might tackle your opponent, but if you go in half-heartedly, you could hurt yourself, or your opponent.
If you don't give her all your heart, don't expect her to give you all her heart.
But if you never go in at all, you can't just expect the person to fall straight into your arms.
If you never tell her, how will she ever know?
So the best way is to always go in hard.
Maybe the only way to ever succeed in love is to always give it your everything.
But sometimes you go in hard and miss anyway.
So don't expect it to always work out.
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