just got outta bed...going to write this entry, then back to sleep...today we had our first match...beat montfort 15-10 by LUCK...i don't understand it sia...we have trained for it...yet we can't seem to apply it...what's wrong with us? even imran wasn't tackling as good as normal...his 1st 3 were all high...lucky the ref didn't mark down high tackles...if not, surely a few of us would get the 1 match ban...haiz...new rule...2 of the same type of infringement gets you a yellow card...which means 10 mins in the sin-bin, and an auto 1 match ban...guess its for the better though...we managed to complete our secondary objectives too...tomorrow is video session...i wanna study how ronald and wei hao play...both are big, but can slip out of tackles...oh yeah...the amount of injuries we had today...1/2 the 1st team is injured...just pray they'll be fit by monday...we're going against pioneer...the supposed 'weakest' in our grouping...strong forwards but weak backline...haiz...saturday have training...think it'll last throughout the day...dunno if can go for esther's performance...i'll see lah...message her tomorrow or something...kamae, shannon, chel and maybe jazren supposed to come my place for visiting...but dunno when then i'm free...also supposed to head down to TP openhouse to get ideas for my D&T project...haiz...i feel like a bloody clown here...havta juggle so much crap...another thing...my temper is coming back...i dunno why...but i don't have such a firm hold on my anger anymore...little things can set me off...even today...got scolded in class by mrs djie...she accuse me and alvin of talking but i was actually explaining to him what isomers were...cause of that, i was pissed for the rest of the lesson...to the extent that i actually approached her after the lesson and told her what i was doing...it was stupid...pointless...but still...haiz...i miss my old self...i prefered it when it was still last year...no pressure from rugby, NCC performing well, class run by syawal, instant happiness created by
HER mere prescense...life was good then...haiz...someone help...i think i'm going insane...even my dreams are wierd...=(
Mitchell. 19-going-on-20, was once the world's biggest moron. Likes sports, especially rugby, soccer and basketball. Also pool, but some people don't consider that a sport. Hates studying, not academically inclined. RP. Rugger. Slave to fate, just like everybody else in the world. That's it. I think.
Sometimes, love is like making a tackle in rugby.
You might tackle your opponent, but if you go in half-heartedly, you could hurt yourself, or your opponent.
If you don't give her all your heart, don't expect her to give you all her heart.
But if you never go in at all, you can't just expect the person to fall straight into your arms.
If you never tell her, how will she ever know?
So the best way is to always go in hard.
Maybe the only way to ever succeed in love is to always give it your everything.
But sometimes you go in hard and miss anyway.
So don't expect it to always work out.
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